This Is Not My Nightmare…?
October 9th, 2005

This Is Not My Nightmare…?

My mom took a nasty spill down some stairs…
Got really fucked up as a result. Shattered bones, constant pain.
All my previous plans have changed. I’m now in San Diego 3 months ahead of the original schedule.

This is not how I wanted to arrive here!!!
But yep…here is where I am. Packed up el gato and split with the clothes on my back.
Will have to return later for the rest of my things.

Fuck.
If there were ever any doubts about my loyalties, and moving here before this happened…
My priorities are most certainly in check now. She is older…it is now my turn to take care of her.
Seeing her in this condition is really difficult for me. Nursing her back to health will be even more difficult.

Time for sleep. Tomorrow awaits.
Night.

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