I cried so horribly after we signed off today. No pride whatsoever.
Ten minutes later, I was walking out the door with my memory of you…
Trying so hard to keep it cool, but still crying inside.

Nothing makes me happier than knowing you are out there living your life.
It is my selfish heart wanting you to always stay with me.
I got used to having you around again. And, it really felt perfect this time.
Though…neither reason is good enough to wish keeping you grounded.
You belong soaring high up in the air, my lovely friend.
I shall never hope for otherwise.

In our world of conversations, I could live a long time.
This reaosn alone has me resting on my sorrow tonight.
I’m really going to miss you! You are the absolute best! :)

::cries, hugs, and loves all at once::

Come back when you can.
And wherever you go, pleaseeee make it safely.
I’ll be here, waiting for another moment to hang out with you again.

Jez