I had a long conversation with my mom today about why I occasionally post
fabricated  journal entries, or even sometimes ‘enhance’ details about what has
really happened in my life. She could not understand what my fascination with
posting ‘faux’ experiences could be. And, I did not really have any answer, other than
finding it strange she did not know this about me from having raised me through
childhood?

Whoops! I am a storyteller too, and I have always expressed various fable through art.
Whether it has been through writing a story, or music, collage- one can be certain
there is always a story involved. And IMO it is at least a decent one, if not better than.

Why do I have to worry about You reading this and actually caring  if it is true  or not? This is the fucking internet! Wake up! hehehe :P

I am not causing anyone harm through my choice of expression. Am I? Hell no!
It is not like I am delivering the world news to anyone….or, am I?  :P
BTW, I do not believe the news is always portrayed truthfully either…

I am an artist, and this is exactly what artists do. Or at least I was under the impression that we did this. Is everything we perceive real? Is everything we watch on tv factual? Is the work of fiction we read a complete lie, just because it is not true? My point exactly :D

Anyway…
The bit about my mom and I discussing my ‘lying’?
It was not true at all, never happened. And now I am letting you know the truth.
See how it works? lol

This is how the story rolls on.
It is factual, or it isn’t.You would rather I these fill pages with excremental details
of my actual life? Getting up, listening to music, exercising, collaging, eating,
collaging, reading news, reading ETS, reading gossip, collecting pics, shower, more- collaging, reading my mags, watching Metalocalypse, watching the news, finally sleep.

This is the deal…
I am not always filling your eyes with bullshit, as I do tell the truth too.
But! I like writing stories just as much as I enjoy any other of my favorite pastimes.
So, if you don’t want to read them, by all means, do not come into this section.
Because, it will ‘vary’ from time to time. No promises.
I will still love you.
Will you still love me? ;)

Okay then, with that stated and out of the way…
I have added two new places to visit on the site…
If you hover over the spirals up on top of this page, you will find a newly designed calendar. And there is now also a way to get a hold of me through email. Please do write if you have anything to say, as I would love to here from you. Check it out under the ‘contact’ button above.

And HEY!
If you are some insane ass motherfucker with a boring no life situation, like mine!?
Could you please save the spam for your true enemies?!
I am not one of them, okay!? OK! :)

This next story of mine is something that I have been working on since 2000.
It is called: Murderous Erotic Overload:

The Characters…

Cold Headstones…

The Whorebot Series 5000…

Beyond Zero…

The Circle Of Prospero…

Designed To Attend…

Unimagined Sadness Of Being…

Virtual Specialist…

Wireless Encounters In Fiber Optica…

The Queen Of Nothing…

Wound Of Disguise…

There is a lot more to this story than what I have posted thus far…
But we will get to that soon. I am far from finished, because of how much I enjoy
writing on this particular one. A novice peek to get you hooked in meantime.

Soundtrack for this piece provided by Sean Ross, CJ DeVillar, xjudson, Sirkus, fx05,
Chris Partain, Craig Ellis, Larry Otis, Mark Shipman, and Myself.

Hugs, winks, and goopey spray! <whips tail>
Hope you had a great valentines day!
All love.

ATLITW-NIN Promo Footage: Rob Sheridan
*Collage Vid-WormIntruder

A Tribute…

*This is a personal artwork, NOT professionally affiliated with NineInchNails.

Oh come on ‘One’ just admit it…
I want to hear you scream it to me next  ;)
You like reading all my lies too! You know you do!
Try not to be too judgemental about it, okay?
I go through periods where I like writing stories.

And as Jud once said to me, “There is truth in lies”

Currently though, I am going through a lot, as in “Truthfully Mental”.
Sensitive emotions and memories about my father, and his violent demise.

Yes, AGAIN, I am at an extremely guarded moment..
And, YES it has been eleven years from last November since it first happened…
So what? It is a pain and realization that only those who have experienced loss
can feel. I am human, and the sadness grips me from time to time.
As long as I live, I will never forget…

Yesterday on my walk, I fell and sprained the fuck out of my arm and scraped
the hell out of my leg! I live on a steep hill, and my direction was almost downward.
Whoa, I am despondently here to report that pain is all around.

I am such a redundant kauk, and my life hangs out on the edges.
I am also a pwned klutz :)

Anyway…
My injuries have brought about all of ‘The In Between’.
For additional info, please press 1995 and the # key,  for representative assistance…

http://wormintruder.com/origin13.html

Some resolve needs catching up…
There is never really a cure, just distractions.
And even then, it still creeps back for small visitations.
Ghosts of the detained, I suppose.

Did I ever mention how Jud’s dad died piloting an aircraft?
An older retired military man, who had piloted through both World Wars-
He had even flown a top secret mission through Vietnam.

Him and his student taking in a private flight lesson, one seemingly fine afternoon.
The blue clouded sky, and another plane flying wrongly on that same dreaded course.
Jet engine scissors zipping by, clips off one of Their wings with a fatal swipe.
Continues onward, as Thomas and his student are fallen and perished below.

True story, brothers and sisters.

Anyway, I guess no BIG gallery updates for right now, till I heal up.
I am still working on the Main Collage and Tribute designs tho.
Be good, patient babies while I’m away! -=pat pat=- :P

I have one piece I was working on before the fall..
Check it out, and remember to clicky click links when in doubt.
Stay productive, stay healthy. I’ll be back soon.
And enjoii the rest of the show!
Guh~

*currently digging on This Room-The Notwist, All the Go Inbetweens-Silversun Pickups, Strange Form Of Life-Bonnie ‘Prince’ Billy‘,  Kate Bush-Aerial cd, Lost Highway, ‘Vintage’ Tori Amos Choirgirl Hotel. The Eraser-Thom Yorke,  Clear Day-Ulrich Schnauss, Cosmia-Joanna Newsom, Broken Social Scene, anything by Dntel. And WAITING FOR NEW NIN!
Kick ass!