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Fri, May 8, 2009 at 4:03 PM
Re: Face Research ยป Psychology experiments about preferences for faces

http://www.faceresearch.org

Very neat. Ima twitter it…

Cept twitter is down right now ::wobbly fingers, weak mind:: LOL
Actually, stopped drinking coffee again, and it is driving me zonkers!
ARGGHH!!! :)

Lots of tea. LOTS. Making art. Fucking with the twitter timeline in ‘my own way’.
Soaking in information tidbits, here and there. Days are most certainly full. Your links are extremely helpful.
Keep’ em coming.

Waiting for the next inspiration to arrive, so I can start on a new piece.
YES…a new one.

With all the open projects I am working on (…wall, framed prints, plexiglass slabs, pinas) and I’m just kind of waiting to get started again??? Hence, I’m looping out here in digi-manip mode. More like spinning. I want to erase all of my social network sites, excluding my flickr…just to kind of force myself to do nothing else but art :D
We’ll see.

Meh
Back to the digital werks for a spell, it is then.
Guess these recent ones will just have to become really baus ass prints?
Yeah, yeah…that…

The digital realm.
Fun? Ya.
Distracting?
O FUCK YES!
Too much.

UGH…I need to stop fucking around!!!
I feel like I am not doing enough, swee~
So frustrating~

Mom, and Lathan tell me I should just chill, because, “…on realistic accounts, I am actually doing a fucking lot!”
But, whoa! Tell my head that! Yada yada…wutevs…
hehehe ;)

You see my latest pieces? Two part’er. Open / Close:

http://www.flickr.com/photos/29285568@N05/3509917098
http://www.flickr.com/photos/29285568@N05/3509920210

I think it is my best work EVER.
In fact, I almost feel after having completed this piece…that I should just stop doing it all now.
hahaha :)

Feeling lonely these days too. Wondering if this is really what my life has come down to. Just another artist hanging out in my hovel, groveling through the sea of ‘so fucking what?”

Depressed. Been thinking a lot about Mike too. Shit has been making me cry fucking bad, yo! He was such a champion, despite the wrong turns. Miss him so much.

Dunno if you saw my Picasso piece:

Syngnathidae...

This is where it all started. Vague, I know…but yeah…Mike started it.
Thoughtful journey taking me back through all the ‘unresolved’ wounds I have ignored in my life.
Really reflecting on all the time I’ve wasted on EVERYTHING ELSE than what is important.

The best part of living has been my kids…
Art last…
Music lost somewhere in between.
;) hehehe

Watched the PBS Joni Mitchell documentary again yesterday. You remember when we first watched that?
Did the same thing as I did then: CRY
hahaha! I love her so much.

Anyway…I suppose periods like these really do teach us who we are in life.
That’s kind of what’s been going on inside my head, as I shave away at all these ghost trees, and digital platforms.

I twittered this pic to Chris. Cuss he #twitteralluded that him and wifey were fighting

http://14.media.tumblr.com/hfq8tbnDnn7ghfe8lwYqhuG9o1_500.jpg

Thought it was appropriate enough.

Love you so very much, honeys~

Jez

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*The top photo is actually a mother’s day present to my Mom.
Completely unrelated to the above ‘said’ words.
Meh…just figured both could use some company :)

Hope all the Mom’s out there have a wonderful day, spent with your children tomorrow~